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steve finally started talking to me a little bit about whats goin on in his head and his feelings and whatnot. funny... it reminds me SO much of myself.
he thinks he is a jackass and doesnt deserve anyone good... i have no idea why he thinks this. he is one of the nicest guys i know, he's not a perv like a lot of other guys, all he ever does is try to make other people happy, he is completely self-less. yeah.. sounds like a jackass to me. and i tell him these things and he's just like "i dont know.. i just think i am a jackass.." i think its partly because he snapped on me a few times after bottling up his emotions. but then he refused to talk about anything... so i dont know what to do with him. i wish i could help him so badly.. because he is sounding so much like me when i was really depressed and i know how no matter what anyone else tells you, you just dont believe them. i just hope he will continue talking to me like he did last night.
i talked to sarah a little bit online today. adam had told me that he talked to her online a few days ago. so i asked her if she had talked to him at all lately.
[02:03 PM] sbs4life1: lol no, y? i never talk to him anymore
[02:03 PM] VibrantToGrey: just curious
[02:03 PM] VibrantToGrey: he told me he talked to you
[02:04 PM] sbs4life1: when?
[02:04 PM] VibrantToGrey: i dont know, a few days ago
[02:04 PM] sbs4life1: im never online anymore
[02:05 PM] VibrantToGrey: he said you were writing a paper or something so you guys didnt really talk about much
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: hmmm
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: oh wait i did go home this weekend
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: so yeah i was
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: he's annoying online
[02:05 PM] VibrantToGrey: lol why do you say that
[02:06 PM] sbs4life1: i told him i was writing a paper and he kept asking me if i was done yet
[02:07 PM] sbs4life1: well i gotta get going to pick up my sister
[02:07 PM] VibrantToGrey: alright
yeah im sure she really "forgot"
i dont know why she feels the need to lie about trivial things such as simply talking to him one day. she is just digging herself into a hole.
and she's coming by here friday so i am going to talk to her about it then. this sounds bad i think, but i cant wait to to confront her with it. i cant wait to see her reaction. i cant do it online bcause she could easily just sign off and that would be the end of it. but in person, she has to confront me she cant just run away.
i am excited.
but i feel bad saying that lol.
he thinks he is a jackass and doesnt deserve anyone good... i have no idea why he thinks this. he is one of the nicest guys i know, he's not a perv like a lot of other guys, all he ever does is try to make other people happy, he is completely self-less. yeah.. sounds like a jackass to me. and i tell him these things and he's just like "i dont know.. i just think i am a jackass.." i think its partly because he snapped on me a few times after bottling up his emotions. but then he refused to talk about anything... so i dont know what to do with him. i wish i could help him so badly.. because he is sounding so much like me when i was really depressed and i know how no matter what anyone else tells you, you just dont believe them. i just hope he will continue talking to me like he did last night.
i talked to sarah a little bit online today. adam had told me that he talked to her online a few days ago. so i asked her if she had talked to him at all lately.
[02:03 PM] sbs4life1: lol no, y? i never talk to him anymore
[02:03 PM] VibrantToGrey: just curious
[02:03 PM] VibrantToGrey: he told me he talked to you
[02:04 PM] sbs4life1: when?
[02:04 PM] VibrantToGrey: i dont know, a few days ago
[02:04 PM] sbs4life1: im never online anymore
[02:05 PM] VibrantToGrey: he said you were writing a paper or something so you guys didnt really talk about much
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: hmmm
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: oh wait i did go home this weekend
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: so yeah i was
[02:05 PM] sbs4life1: he's annoying online
[02:05 PM] VibrantToGrey: lol why do you say that
[02:06 PM] sbs4life1: i told him i was writing a paper and he kept asking me if i was done yet
[02:07 PM] sbs4life1: well i gotta get going to pick up my sister
[02:07 PM] VibrantToGrey: alright
yeah im sure she really "forgot"
i dont know why she feels the need to lie about trivial things such as simply talking to him one day. she is just digging herself into a hole.
and she's coming by here friday so i am going to talk to her about it then. this sounds bad i think, but i cant wait to to confront her with it. i cant wait to see her reaction. i cant do it online bcause she could easily just sign off and that would be the end of it. but in person, she has to confront me she cant just run away.
i am excited.
but i feel bad saying that lol.