This time spent alone
Seems lately that i just want a break from everybody, been kind of anti social for the past week, besides the fact that im grounded, but it seems i dont have to deal with a lot of crap outside of my house and its kind of nice. My best friend Krystal, dont get me wrong i love her and all, but i need a break from her. We seem to get at eachother very easily, and shes constantly bitching about something or in a bad mood. And it erritates the living soul out of me. she doesnt have to be all perky...god forbid..thats annoying, but the complaining and bitching has got to end! espsially about cops shes 30 ft away from a cop not to mention hes going the other way and is infront of her and she freaks out b/c she thinks cop is after her. GAHHHH!!! I had to let that out, and my damned cat wont stop meowing.
Being secluded in my room, i've been thinking about a lot of things and learned to not care about half of the things that happen to me. People constantly make big deals over nothing and waste so much time caring about things they can live without. So i decided not to really care about things i really dont need to, just kind of let some things go and move on. Its a lot less stressful. I mean i care about quite a lot about certian things...but other things just werent necessary.
On another note I've been thinking about my relationships with people. I havent fully finished my processing of it all, but its getting close. Im a lot nicer to people, yet i dont take shit from people anymore like i used to. I would just kind of let people walk all over me, or i wouldnt speak up when i had something to say, but that kind of changed. Because if they are screwing with my head why should i take it and not do anything about it? Kind of sick being nice to people who really dont deserve it. But then when matters are clear, we move on, get over it and the outcome is better then before...in ways. Ehhh i think im done now.
Being secluded in my room, i've been thinking about a lot of things and learned to not care about half of the things that happen to me. People constantly make big deals over nothing and waste so much time caring about things they can live without. So i decided not to really care about things i really dont need to, just kind of let some things go and move on. Its a lot less stressful. I mean i care about quite a lot about certian things...but other things just werent necessary.
On another note I've been thinking about my relationships with people. I havent fully finished my processing of it all, but its getting close. Im a lot nicer to people, yet i dont take shit from people anymore like i used to. I would just kind of let people walk all over me, or i wouldnt speak up when i had something to say, but that kind of changed. Because if they are screwing with my head why should i take it and not do anything about it? Kind of sick being nice to people who really dont deserve it. But then when matters are clear, we move on, get over it and the outcome is better then before...in ways. Ehhh i think im done now.