Apr 26, 2005 01:05
well, im gettin sick. my throat is starting to hurt and i saw the swelling. yesterday my right side was hurting. today, its my left. wtf. i need to treat myself before it gets worse.
i know i say this shit all the time, but fuck!!!! what the hell do i have to do to get a damn job! am i not doing ne thing right? jeeez.. i've been tryin. i guess it aint good enough. fuck that shit. i've been trying as hard as i can. i can't believe its been over a year since i've had some real cash. damnit. everytime i get money, i already know where its going to be spent. how sad. money i don't have is technically already spent. boo to that. :(
how the hell am i supposed to pay off my credit card bills? damnit. i swear, the moment i get a job, saving money and paying off my credit cards are my first priorities. then i'll shred them up cuz the interest rates suck!