truth meme
I owe two posts. a) Stuff I've been up to. b) The "Interview Me" meme. I don't feel like doing those right now. Especially b. Gosh, a lot of you have very tough questions that really get me thinking. I don't want to spoil it with half-assed answers. (: Here's something I got from Myka from way back. I wrote this so long ago except for a few.
The Truth Meme
- List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
- Don't say who they are.
The Truth Meme
- List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
- Don't say who they are.
- I have always wished your words were mine even those of spite. You are beautiful. It has been so long since a person has struck me with such fascination. Eight months and running, you still intrigue me. When I learned about your background and found it very similar to mine, I grew an attachment for you. This could be dangerous. I could never be you but I wish I could be with you. If I could bottle my hopes in a store bought scent, they would be nutmeg and peach and they would pay the rent. Third Eye Blind, right there!
- NO!
- We have been so close for so long but one issue killed everything. Right now, I'm just pissed off at you. You have sold yourself short. You are an attention-whore. Just a whore basically. I wouldn't be surprised if you get worse in college. I'll just laugh. Good riddance. It's all your fault anyway. Yet you never made an effort to fix things. There is no way in hell shall I do it for you. Bea was right, para lang siyang alaala. Haha. I haven't even seen you or heard from you since. Coward.
- I used to cry over you. Now, I just laugh at your memory. Recently, we have been talking. When I was saying goodbye, you ended the conversation with a line that, a year ago, would have kept my hands glued to my phone or my ears extra sensitive to every ring. You are still fun and I do miss talking to you sometimes but now, I know better.
- If I could exchange shoes with another person, I would pick you. I would do anything to be close to anything like you. You're beautiful, smart, talented, rich and loved by a lot of people. You have a fair share of haters but they wouldn't matter in the long run. You make me strive to be better. (:
- Dude, you're annoying. You can't even spell. Go do your hair, get your boobs grabbed or something. (I mean that literally.) You like it, anyway.
- I owe you so much but sometimes, I can't make myself feel grateful. I have mixed feelings for you. I used to look up to you. You're smart, beautiful and talented. Not to mention, generous and trustworthy. You have everything in life. Even more than I could ask for. Please don't throw it away.
- It's funny how summer changes everything. I wish we could go back. Things were much easier to resolve then. Things change, it's something I've learned. I hope you do too. Sometimes, we don't want it to but the inevitability is impossible to beat. We don't even realize it but there's this single moment, we look around and everything's gone. I thought it was just a phase. I guess I was wrong. Oh well. It doesn't matter if you take up on my offer or not but I'll always be here for you. (:
- I still can't believe you did that. You sacrificed friendship for something not even worth it. I used to look up to you. And to think, you're one of the smartest people I know. "Heroes let you down." Now, we don't even go out anymore. Is everything fake whenever we see each other? The hugs and the kisses on the cheek? The "OMG! How are you?" conversations? Sometimes, I begin to wonder. I miss you. You were so awesome last year. We were a team, remember?
- I pushed you away because you dangled me in front of your friends like some kind of prize. You further humiliated me when... nevermind. Then you wonder why I make our maids and even my parents lie whenever you call. Or why I avoid you like a plague when we run into each other. I don't like you that way. I never did. It was one night. You assume too much. I just laughed when you only realized that when I went out with another guy and not you. Right there, fuckface!