Will I ever move on?

[viakyusu]

 How can I be so in love with someone when I was never in a relationship? What are we technically? Our conversations are long and we always keep each other company.  Now, whenever a guy tries to talk to me I compare them to you. I feel like you are the perfect man for me but it'll never happen.  If you asked me, I would eight years till you were done with the military. But you have a girlfriend and the times we talk together has lessened. I hate this. You leaving and nothing between us never happening. You leaving and me never telling you my true feelings. Whenever we talk, I feel that you same way about me but why hasn't anything happened.

Maybe we were never meant to be...

I read stories of requited love but I never thought it'll happen to me.