Sep 22, 2003 23:42
I have yet to post in days...but why does it matter?
I'm sitting here right now and thinking about the way my life is going to play out. Will it be a fairy tale, tragedy, adventure? I guess it all depends in my choices. Honestly I think in the long run of things people need to feed their passions despite the thoughts of negative consequences. Too many of us sit around and wonder...and wonder...and wonder...Feed the passions, I say, for it will give you fuel to live your life. Dream of going to other places in the world and GO! Make it your goal to be there, to get there. There is always a way out. I believe that! I really do. It may not be today or tomorrow but there is a way out if you work toward it. I just wanted to say that all of you should FUCKING LOVE SOMETHING- LOVE IT ALL WITH ALL YOU HAVE IN YOUR SOUL. FEEL IT ALL!!!! Be open for disappointment and build from there. For if you don't do that you will only be satisfied with life when you die. So sad we will have to wait that long for a positive answer.
I want to fucking go out and touch so many people! Fucking see a smile on everyone's face. Kiss and hug all! Fuck, I want to have fun! Work may be a bitch - but what are you working for? I understand that some of us have dependents and we really shouldn't be down about having to struggle. I do I really do...I don't buy anything for myself- essentials such as food for the month and that it.
I know it probably seems hard to do for some people. But fuck!! If I could hug all of you I would.
I love you all