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i wish that i could make people happy all the time... i woud like a deep genuine happy that lasts and lasts... but i would also settle, just as fast, for one of those suprise party instantaneous happys. it makes me feel wonderful when people are happy around me or because of me... when people are down i feel like i am failing as a friend or something... i dunno... :)
like the ags kids... (before you go further... it must be said i mean none of this in a rude way at all... its just an abservation) i know a lot of them who live in little rock. a lot of them i knew before gov school.. but none of them have called me no matter how close we were when we were there... its not all their fault though... i havent called anyone either. just a constant exchange of "i miss you" 's over the net. i wish i could work on this. i think that everyone is just comfortable with the i miss you relationships thus far. i dont know... i think i really just miss hanging out with some of those awesome kids.
like the ags kids... (before you go further... it must be said i mean none of this in a rude way at all... its just an abservation) i know a lot of them who live in little rock. a lot of them i knew before gov school.. but none of them have called me no matter how close we were when we were there... its not all their fault though... i havent called anyone either. just a constant exchange of "i miss you" 's over the net. i wish i could work on this. i think that everyone is just comfortable with the i miss you relationships thus far. i dont know... i think i really just miss hanging out with some of those awesome kids.