Always.
Title: Always
Pairing: DooSeob
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst, Fluff
Summary: What's wong with Yoseob's heart?
Author's notes: PLEASE FORGIVE. xD This is my first ever B2ST fic. <3
Yoseob hurried through the blackness as he stumbled into a room in the dorm. He couldn’t see from the darkness which room it was, he just wanted to get away from his thoughts. Roaming the dorm didn’t seem like a good idea. He was now pawing at objects like a blind dog to get around. He shuddered as he exhaled, shrinking down to the floor, exhausted.
“Why…” He exhaled as he pulled his knees up to his chin as he let his eyes flutter close.
An almost inaudible shuffling sound came from the far end of the room, yet Yoseob couldn’t hear it.
Doojoon could spot the Yoseob from anywhere, he knew him all too well. He didn’t want to go ahead and disturb Yoseob’s peace. He only watched, seeing as he seemed to have a bit of a problem.
He kept his eyes onto the dark figure at the end of his room. Doojon’s eyes quickly changed expression seeing him shuddering.
Yoseob mumbled to himself as he buried his face into his knees.
Doojoon now worried about the other male, stood up from his bed and discreetly inched his way closer to Yoseob. He wasn’t usually like this.
Doojoon was now near enough to hear what the other was muttering about,
“Doojoon. Why do I have to love him this much…Why is it…when I think about him my chest starts to shake like this? M-My heart…Why is it like this?” Yoseob whispered to himself as he pulled his knees tighter in.
Doojoon stood there dumbfounded by what his ears just heard.
“A-ah…”
Doojoon’s eyes quickly turned back to Yoseob who was now curled up into a ball, clutching his chest with one hand, shivering madly. He was scared now, really scared. Was he sick? He was unsure of what to do.
Doojoon knelt down in front of Yoseob and ran his fingers through the other’s hair gently. Yoseob slowly looked up, his eyes were raining with tears as he found himself staring back at Doojoon.
“D-Doo…” He had a hard time exhaling.
“Wae? Why are you like this?” Doojoon knew the answer, yet he still couldn’t get it through his brain that this happens to Yoseob.
“I-I…” Yoseob’s breath wavered as he reached out to grab Doojoon’s wrist.
He couldn’t take seeing him like this anymore, Doojoon took Yoseob’s chin and pressed his lips gently onto the other’s. The leader wrapped his arms around Yoseob’s waist. He felt Yoseob’s shuddering gradually come to a halt.
Doojoon didn’t let go of Yoseob even as their lips parted, he kept his head atop the other’s shoulder whispering,
“Hush, Seobie. I’m here. I’m here and I love you.”
Yoseob’s grip around Doojoon tightened in happiness. “Please…tell me you can’t leave me.”
“I can’t. I won’t leave you and I would die if I see you like this again. I love you.” Doojoon said almost crying, he couldn’t believe Yoseob turns this way because of him.
Yoseob smiled weakly, “If you only know how many nights I wished we were this way. I try to show you how much I appreciate you, but you just took it as a game…” He explained. “I never knew…” He looked down again, “I never knew you loved me.” He couldn’t bring his chin up, “You never told me.”
Doojoon felt the guilt eating him up. Yoseob did do skinship when around Doojoon, when around the fans. But he kept his distance when the camera is away because he respected Doojoon’s space and he all he wanted was for him to see him the way Yoseob does.
“I’m here now…” Doojoon whispered, now he felt his heart shaking.
“I’m here now…” He repeated again full of regret and guilt.
Yoseob only smiled weakly as he clung onto the leader’s neck, holding him close before whispering.
“I’ve always been here.”