Oct 26, 2009 12:25
Haha this sounds really bad huh? But it's true. Oh wow, it's been over a month since I last checked in with you guys. Well I guess it's time to fill you in on my BOREDOM! Ever since I moved to PA, I've been bored out of my mind. I'm so used to going outside back in Maryland and hang out with my friends in the neighborhood. Over here, there's absolutely NOTHING to do D:I miss everyone soooo much. Especially my best friends and my friends in my neighborhood. It's just not the same without them. I feel like a part of me is missing now D: Hopefully I can visit Maryland for Christmas and surprise everyone (especially the bf ^-^) Haha oh yeah, I feel like a pedo :P cuz he's a year & 4 months younger than me xP But oh well, he's not only a bf, but he's a really close friend of mine. So it's all good. Lately I just really miss everyone. I keep having this pain in my chest & I feel like crying, but tears just won't fall from my eyes. I don't know what kind of pain it is, but it just really hurts.. I don't know how much of it I can stand right now. I just need to go back to Maryland or Louisiana like soon! So yeah, that's all that happened in a MONTH! That's why I can't stand it up here D: I'm a hyper little Asian chick! I can only not do something for a certain amount of time. A month of doing nothing is long enough!
Oh but on the bright side, I went to New York Friday for a fieldtrip hahahahahaha It was hilarious! It kinda helped me feel better about not being able to go to homecoming in MD. I really hope nothing goes wrong. I can't wait to get my phone and constantly be in touch with all my friends. So uhm, I think that'll be it for now :P I'll try to get on more often if possible. PeaceV homiesssss LMAO (did you see my peace sign??)
missing,
depression,
love,
pain,
pennsylvania