Disney Dreams
I was reading one of my past entries, and I came across a sentence that
I realized I want to expand on and write more about. So, here it goes...
I still believe that one day Prince Charming (probably a guy with tattoos, piercings, and dyed hair) will come riding up on his white stallion (aka a really fast car, preferably a red Lotus Elise) and sweep me off my feet. Of course, I do know this will never happen. Only in movies, soap operas, and my dreams.
Honestly, I still really do believe that this will one day happen. Maybe not anytime soon, but hopefully it's somewhere in the distant future. I believe that there are still some half way decent guys out there. Guys who don't argue about being jealous. Guys who treat girls right and guys who are some what mature. I've realized that dating guys without knowing them first is a bad, bad idea. You need to know what they are like with their friends and family before you just jump into a relationship that will ultimately end badly. I've done this so many times in the past, and it seems as if it's always for the worse. So, I've decided not to do this anymore. I rush into things as well and I am making a promise to myself that I will not do that either. Talking to Johnny F. I realized that I have been making a lot of stupid mistakes (well, I realized the mistakes before, but he made me realize that I truly need to start watching what I do...THANKS!) and I need to start changing that, and fast. I've been working on it and I think it's going well so far.
Anyway...back to the Prince Charming thing. I always go off on tangents. In my opinion, there is someone out there for everyone...and by everyone, I mean everyone who is looking for someone. If you have the mentality that you want to remain single for the rest of your life, your eyes won't be open to the possibilities around you. Right now, I want to be single, but if something amazing (and nothing short of that) comes along, I'm going to take that and run with it. I'm not going to block off certain opportunities anymore, like I have in the past. I want a guy that's so honest, it can almost hurt sometimes. I want a guy that is sensitive, but only shows that side to me. I want someone who's tough, but who shows how much he cares all the time. I want someone that can be my best friend, not just a boyfriend. I want a guy with a great sense of humor who is also really intelligent. I want someone I can talk to for hours on end about anything and not get tired or bored for even one second. I want someone with similar views and opinions that I have, but I don't want them to like EVERYTHING I like. I want someone who knows what they want from life, no matter what it is. I want someone who won't let me down or make me feel bad all of the time. Most importantly, I want someone who gets along with all of my friends...and I want someone who isn't a jerk, even when we are fighting. Yea, I want a lot of things. And so far, I haven't found all of them in one person I've dated.
So...if you're that guy, let me know. Because I'm just so sick of dating losers and ruining possible friendships to try a relationship out.
I still believe that one day Prince Charming (probably a guy with tattoos, piercings, and dyed hair) will come riding up on his white stallion (aka a really fast car, preferably a red Lotus Elise) and sweep me off my feet. Of course, I do know this will never happen. Only in movies, soap operas, and my dreams.
Honestly, I still really do believe that this will one day happen. Maybe not anytime soon, but hopefully it's somewhere in the distant future. I believe that there are still some half way decent guys out there. Guys who don't argue about being jealous. Guys who treat girls right and guys who are some what mature. I've realized that dating guys without knowing them first is a bad, bad idea. You need to know what they are like with their friends and family before you just jump into a relationship that will ultimately end badly. I've done this so many times in the past, and it seems as if it's always for the worse. So, I've decided not to do this anymore. I rush into things as well and I am making a promise to myself that I will not do that either. Talking to Johnny F. I realized that I have been making a lot of stupid mistakes (well, I realized the mistakes before, but he made me realize that I truly need to start watching what I do...THANKS!) and I need to start changing that, and fast. I've been working on it and I think it's going well so far.
Anyway...back to the Prince Charming thing. I always go off on tangents. In my opinion, there is someone out there for everyone...and by everyone, I mean everyone who is looking for someone. If you have the mentality that you want to remain single for the rest of your life, your eyes won't be open to the possibilities around you. Right now, I want to be single, but if something amazing (and nothing short of that) comes along, I'm going to take that and run with it. I'm not going to block off certain opportunities anymore, like I have in the past. I want a guy that's so honest, it can almost hurt sometimes. I want a guy that is sensitive, but only shows that side to me. I want someone who's tough, but who shows how much he cares all the time. I want someone that can be my best friend, not just a boyfriend. I want a guy with a great sense of humor who is also really intelligent. I want someone I can talk to for hours on end about anything and not get tired or bored for even one second. I want someone with similar views and opinions that I have, but I don't want them to like EVERYTHING I like. I want someone who knows what they want from life, no matter what it is. I want someone who won't let me down or make me feel bad all of the time. Most importantly, I want someone who gets along with all of my friends...and I want someone who isn't a jerk, even when we are fighting. Yea, I want a lot of things. And so far, I haven't found all of them in one person I've dated.
So...if you're that guy, let me know. Because I'm just so sick of dating losers and ruining possible friendships to try a relationship out.