Sep 09, 2005 14:01
Well, I know I just updated two days ago, but I feel the need to update
once again. Chuck and I are completely over. I feel like a weight has
been lifted off my shoulders...literally. I've been happier, more
confident, and I've truly never felt better. I feel the need to thank
some important people in my life because they have been with me through
the good and bad times and stuck around even though I was being
stubborn and bitchy towards them. Jon, I want to thank for you being
there for me. I know it was hard trying to teach me the right way, but
you finally made me realize that I didn't need to feel how I was
feeling. You helped me so much and I don't know how I could ever repay
you. I'm so thankful that I have you as a friend. Kristen and Lacey
were also there for me, listening to me gripe, complain, and sometimes
brag about things. I'm glad that we are still friends even though we
don't talk a whole lot. I miss you guys so much. Also I want to thank
Joey for listening to me and being there when I needed a shoulder to
cry on ;) I know I wasn't always the best person to talk to, but I'm
glad that we still talk sometimes. Brandon has been a great friend as
well, always telling me the honest truth, never worrying about hurting
my feelings. I appreciate that a lot. Davey, Matt, Aaron, and everyone
else...thanks so much for being there for me...hanging out with
me...and just keeping me company through it all. I love you guys so
much and I'm glad we are friends. I never really understood the true
meaning of friendship, but now I do. I wouldn't give up my friends for
anything in the world. I've realized now that I've put them through
hell, but they still stuck around and I'm so glad they did because I
really needed them these past few weeks. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!
Anyway...I want to give a special thanks and sort of an anniversey
present to Kevin. We have never met, but we went through our entire
adolescent years together, helping each other, complaining to each
other, and just talking about anything and everything together. He is
such an awesome guy and I'm glad that we still talk...even if it's just
for like 3 seconds haha. I miss you Kev!!
So, tonight I'm going to get my nails done...in hopes to break me from
the whole biting habit. After that I'm going to the movies with Jon and
a bunch of other awesome people. It should be exciting. Or scary...The
Exorcism of Emily Rose. Wooooo hooo...then tomorrow I'm having my dad
change the oil in my car...it's only like a thousand miles overdue
hehe. Then my mom is taking my brother and I out for the day. We are
going shopping, out to eat, then to the movies. Hopefully after the
movies I am going to JMU with Anthony. If not, I'm not sure what I'm
doing haha. But it's going to be a fun weekend nonetheless.
Yay for having great times with awesome people! I love you guys!