Oct 24, 2009 21:02
I can't help but feel cynical when my guy friends start approaching me for a "shoulder to lean on" when my bf and I are fighting are temporarily separating. Meh. More on that, I'm a piece of shit. Still haven't packed. Still in my pjs, on the computer, looking like a slob. Yeah, I'm really making my boyfriend want to keep me. I'm going to do a rush job before he comes home. Can't really blame a girl. Disassembling a relationship in anyway is stressful. Oh, and now it's REAL disassembling, because he has officially declared a "break" in which we won't see each other, but still date one another exclusively. Well, actually, that's up in the air, provided I can get my shit together before I move out. We have to move out by this week, so there's not a lot of time. I'm obviously not off on a great start.
Oh haha, it's funny in a morbid way, but I took an online test that said which of your needs are being met. I only got physiological (= sleeping, eating). Not affection, friendships, family, relationship, finances, job, etc. Even a stupid online test knows that my life is balls!