Jul 06, 2004 13:53
I wassn't gonna do this but I think its neccesary.
I felt like a failure. I worked so hard for four years and I didnt get my diploma. I got 25 points.. but 12 of them wer'e HL so all of this shit for nothing nothing but feelin like the shit ive completed.
My friends from PBB aere a blessing to me right now. Sending nothign but encouraging and loving thoughts my way.
I talked to Carstenn and he was supportive and helped show me its justa number.
I still feel bad tho.
I cant wait for Montreat
I dont think im gonna tell people about this.
i wanna run
i wanna go play HIYA
And sing showtunes with random people.