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when i was single, valentines really didn't matter either way to me. so this is by far the worst valentines day i have experienced. i've spent it alone locked in my room all day. zach's been in his apartment, but has hardly talked to me. apparently he'd rather spend his time with anything but me. i went down there, with a chem question as an excuse, and i found him on the phone, trying to fix his computer, and hanging out with lucas. of all people!!! he didn't even say happy vday or whatever you say for today. i've been waiting for him to come up and talk to me all day, but he hasn't. he just left. and this is on top of me already being somewhat upset because he said he'd take me out to celebrate vday/4 months, but now is too busy to do so.
so as a result, i'm been up here crying for most of the day and trying to study for chemistry. when i returned his stuff earlier he didn't even look at me. the hardest thing to return was the necklace. that hurt so much more. but i suppose he would want to sell it back or something and use the money for things he really cares about.
so as a result, i'm been up here crying for most of the day and trying to study for chemistry. when i returned his stuff earlier he didn't even look at me. the hardest thing to return was the necklace. that hurt so much more. but i suppose he would want to sell it back or something and use the money for things he really cares about.