Mar 27, 2006 21:14
This is getting ridiculous. Everyone needs to stop being filthy hypocrites. Yes, I talk behind people's backs, but so do all of you. Yes, that's right. ALL of you. At least I admit that I can be a bitch about people. But here's the deal: instead of the whiney blogging about how everyone hates you and how everyone should be divided along loyalty lines, try APPROACHING people about misbehavior. If you have a problem with me, TELL ME. I'll feel ashamed and apologize. Believe me, I'll feel like crap and you'll have your payback. As for me, if you truly anger me, you will know it.
Here are things I will not apologize for, however:
badmouthing people who are racist/chauvinistic/imperialists/hate others based on their belief structure/etc.
acting the way that matches my personality (if you don't like me, why do you call me a friend anyway)
being angry when others start hating me or my friends for no legitimate reason
I admit that I have many vices. It's time you all did too, and stop being hypocrites. So many people disgust me right now. We all talk behind each others backs. We all jump to conclusions. And we're all forming lines of loyalty. Which... is.... BULLSHIT. I'm not putting up with it anymore. There are people on this campus who need psychological help for depression, but none of them like me anymore because they think I hate them. There are people on this campus who have literally shifted their personalities 180 degrees from the day that I met them, and they too think I'm against them.
JUST TALK. Stop this petty bullshitting, this "I'm not ur friend anymore cuz u suk" shit, this "I'm going to the lengths of actually removing you from all of my internet connections" and "I have a problem with you but I'd rather indicate my wrath in a sophomoric way."
Fucking talk. I thought I left highschool, but this is much worse. I don't care who you talk to anymore, just talk. You think you have a problem and nobody can sympathize with you? Well, you're just plain wrong. Whatever is wrong may feel like shit, but I guarantee you that you are NOT the first person in the world this has happened to, you are NOT the only person who has ever felt this way, and you are NOT the last! Don't you dare be so presumptious as to think that you are alone in how you feel. With the number of human beings that have existed on Earth over the course of human history, do you honestly think that you have an emotion that was unfelt by another human in the past. How dare you be so self-deluded, so self-rightous and so egotistical. Don't you dare think that you can't approach your friends about things that bother you. I know that everyone views everyone else of being emotionally inept to deal with what you have to get off your back, but you need to start realizing that the human population does not consist only of you, your best friend, and your boy/girlfriend.
Start respecting me and your friends, or the remnants thereof, and we can start again.
This was not to any individual, merely a general grievance towards the people on campus. Sigh. I almost long for highschool, for all the paranoia that surrounds me today.
And by the way, if any of you reading this do decide to de-friend me on livejournal/facebook/your life based on what I have said here, keep in mind that I think you need help, because your priorities in life are currently being pulled out of your ass. Get help before I do it for you. I swear by all that I hold holy in life (which largely consists of the Beatles) that I will report you to the counciling center.