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1) I'm tired of crying.
2) I'm tired of being made feel at fault when hes was the one to upset me.
He has yet to call or reply and there is just a dead silence that sits in the space between me and my cell phone. I am so sensitive right now and in need of support and today all I got was someone making me feel worse and worse and worse until he finally pushed me to the end. I'm so fucking sick of it. I want this to stop. I don't deserve this but maybe he thinks I do and therefore does it bc i have no other excuse. And then when finally I'm all the way down he gets angry and just makes everything worse by yelling at me and making me believe that I am irrational and that I am at fault. Fuck this...this has got to stop because I want someone who will take the two seconds to push that send button and make me feel better, like I do for them.
2) I'm tired of being made feel at fault when hes was the one to upset me.
He has yet to call or reply and there is just a dead silence that sits in the space between me and my cell phone. I am so sensitive right now and in need of support and today all I got was someone making me feel worse and worse and worse until he finally pushed me to the end. I'm so fucking sick of it. I want this to stop. I don't deserve this but maybe he thinks I do and therefore does it bc i have no other excuse. And then when finally I'm all the way down he gets angry and just makes everything worse by yelling at me and making me believe that I am irrational and that I am at fault. Fuck this...this has got to stop because I want someone who will take the two seconds to push that send button and make me feel better, like I do for them.