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went to the grocery store for a really really long time today.
thought that might help with the not eating thing.
have just been buying a lot of fruit because I know i'll eat fruit.
have cherries grapes strawberries and apples.
finished the nectarines, they were pretty high quality. albertons does have good produce, you have to give the overpriced suckers that much.
oh yeah and they are 4 blocks away.
final this thursday, final next monday. then just have to finish off my take home final i am almost done! as soon as i get the study guides i will be motivated more... maybe. oh well if a get a B. *sigh*
have the rest of my exercise movement study next tuesday. 5 hours of tests and being hooked up to electrodes and an iv while biking. not bad really. $80 richer, and lots of free body composition stuff. then after that over to the final ELP presentations. just really want to see everyone, maybe will come pretty late and just go the reception. miss everybody a lot.
going to rennies for lunch with jenna on wednesday. that will be fun.
hopefully going to get my hair done this weekend.
got whitening strips also and a new face mask.
work on skin nails teeth and hair.
want to look nice to endless graduation pictures.
need to go the gym a million times also.
definately kickboxing and body sculpt tomorrow.
and a million sit ups and push ups tonight.
just want to be happy.
i'm trying.
i'm really trying.
if blake would just be... supportive. instead of mean. and angry. and bitter.
i mean i understand, i feel the same way, but grow up and be mature and maybe someday we will work this out.
maybe after i graduate we can go to the beach. and northfork. and maybe everything will just be happy once we can spend time together and be in the same city and not have to worry about where the other person is and if they are okay.
or maybe we will just be thrown apart into oblivion never to be seen again.
oh what a life.
back to working.
thought that might help with the not eating thing.
have just been buying a lot of fruit because I know i'll eat fruit.
have cherries grapes strawberries and apples.
finished the nectarines, they were pretty high quality. albertons does have good produce, you have to give the overpriced suckers that much.
oh yeah and they are 4 blocks away.
final this thursday, final next monday. then just have to finish off my take home final i am almost done! as soon as i get the study guides i will be motivated more... maybe. oh well if a get a B. *sigh*
have the rest of my exercise movement study next tuesday. 5 hours of tests and being hooked up to electrodes and an iv while biking. not bad really. $80 richer, and lots of free body composition stuff. then after that over to the final ELP presentations. just really want to see everyone, maybe will come pretty late and just go the reception. miss everybody a lot.
going to rennies for lunch with jenna on wednesday. that will be fun.
hopefully going to get my hair done this weekend.
got whitening strips also and a new face mask.
work on skin nails teeth and hair.
want to look nice to endless graduation pictures.
need to go the gym a million times also.
definately kickboxing and body sculpt tomorrow.
and a million sit ups and push ups tonight.
just want to be happy.
i'm trying.
i'm really trying.
if blake would just be... supportive. instead of mean. and angry. and bitter.
i mean i understand, i feel the same way, but grow up and be mature and maybe someday we will work this out.
maybe after i graduate we can go to the beach. and northfork. and maybe everything will just be happy once we can spend time together and be in the same city and not have to worry about where the other person is and if they are okay.
or maybe we will just be thrown apart into oblivion never to be seen again.
oh what a life.
back to working.