In which I feel like...
... I don't post much about my own life. I usually think these kind of websites are ridiculous, but like now it's like everyone has to have one. All I can say for now is... everything's strange. I don't know if I'll get into College with how things are going (because California is freakin' like that -_-'')
Lately, I've been thinking about Persona 4 (badbadbathhouse prompts lol), Trauma Center, various titles like always and just some other random stuff. Fanfiction writing needs work, I need to study anatomy, I need to do original stuff...
Okay, now I'm spewing random nonsense to lose myself. I was recently doing an RP with someone over MSN and I felt like I got TOO into it. I didn't mean to, but it was the truth. I detest being the youngest sibling in a family with two other sisters. When they left for college, home hasn't felt the same and what's worst, I felt like those last years they were home, they just pushed me away. One can come home often, but she never wants to play with me anymore. I'm too annoying... I'm I being to childish or is this just common? I haven't been able to put my heart into anything for a long time... I haven't been able to dream... hell if I can even sleep... Is loneliness escapable? I need to find something to do.
Lately, I've been thinking about Persona 4 (badbadbathhouse prompts lol), Trauma Center, various titles like always and just some other random stuff. Fanfiction writing needs work, I need to study anatomy, I need to do original stuff...
Okay, now I'm spewing random nonsense to lose myself. I was recently doing an RP with someone over MSN and I felt like I got TOO into it. I didn't mean to, but it was the truth. I detest being the youngest sibling in a family with two other sisters. When they left for college, home hasn't felt the same and what's worst, I felt like those last years they were home, they just pushed me away. One can come home often, but she never wants to play with me anymore. I'm too annoying... I'm I being to childish or is this just common? I haven't been able to put my heart into anything for a long time... I haven't been able to dream... hell if I can even sleep... Is loneliness escapable? I need to find something to do.