Dec 03, 2006 14:55
Once more I'm consumed by activities and I don't know how to condense my experiences here.
Well, tomorrow after classes I've got an appointment at a tattoo parlor. Yes, I'm certain that no one immediately looks at me and thinks I'd try to look badass with a tattoo, but that isn't the point.
Thanksgiving break was an experience. I spent it with my mom and her family for the actual meal, but paid another visit to my dad on Black Friday. I thought a lot about him when I wasn't trying to communicate with him. What a classic divorce scenario we have. I want to be strong in ways he expects me to be in his absence, and yet I want to defy expectation. Well, that won't go anywhere. I am getting out from under his shadow now, rather than when I graduate or when he dies or je ne sais quoi.
So. I'm going to be strong in my own way, rather than in his way. First things first: there's some investigation to do. Dot, IM me sometime soon, please.
And I think I have a visitor.