Angry face
I want to have this baby so badly, but I just realized I can't relax enough for it to happen while my grandma is here. I just don't trust her enough to be able to take care of things for a day or so. She's been all weird and anti-social today, there's no way she could entertain the kids or even get Vivienne to take a nap. She refused to give Audrey cuddles the other night, even though Audrey specifically asked for her. I hate that I come from such shitty people. I still cannot believe that the kids chose to stay with our friends when my mom was here for Vivienne's birth. It's sad, but I trust our friends more than my family. I'm not sure Forrest's mom will be much better, but hopefully this baby is born within a day or two of her arrival, before she's overwhelmed by our normal life.