I have now discovered the source of my difficulties!!!

[vfeasul]

My problems have a name at last!

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-1051442/Feel-stressed-online-You-discomgoogolation.html

*giggles*

Currently, I am in love with Nolan's Joker!!!
And Friedrich Nietzsche.... Though those two are alot more similar than you might think....

Not by wrath does one kill, but by laughter.
Friedrich Nietzsche, "Thus Spoke Zarathustra"

What does not kill me, makes me stronger.
Friedrich Nietzsche, "Twilight of the Idols", 1888