Dec 19, 2003 16:58
So you want to know, the decimal of the ending to kirks equasion.
It comes to this. I'm a paranoic. I'm paranoid about what may become of me, and my darling.
To be honest, sometimes it hurts to care for someone this much, I know that I can be with her for quite the time, despite the lack of faith others provide. Maybe I try to hard? And care to much. Maybe I need a better grasp on what I believe in, versus what I think is going on.
its that one thing that runs in my brain called the chemical imbalance that purely poisons my thinking capability.
I wrote the beginning of this to bitch and rant. But now, I am peachy as fuck bitches!