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Alright, had a great weekend. And now reality has set in and serious stress emerges. About lots of stuff. This week should rock, as Pat is coming to stay with me from tues. night till friday morning, seriously happy:) But have lots of stuff to do, most of which requires lots of driving and coordinating times and stuff. Was very overwhlemed last night when I got home from Cal and Paul's (where very yummy food, and increase of my movie supply were had, thanks to generous very rocking friends!)
So I will have to sit back and see what I can figure out to get everything done. Plus feeling very icky - I know I am going to get yelled at for this one, but will say it anyway. I need to lose weight. I am really strong, and I love that, love being buff, love my shape actually. I am not anorexic and I will NOT become stick girl, just need to firm up more. Not for anyone else other than me. Well, maybe...yeah, not going there right now. (evil twin knows what I mean here)
I very strongly dislike my boss's assistant!! I have to take cleansing breaths anytime she is around. I actaully growl when she comes near. Can;t wait to find something else, I figured out what my deal is with the job. It is not so much the job, but it is instead the fact that it is too serious. I had to run to Jimmy's house on friday to drop somehting off and he had 2 coworkers there. They were joking around and laughing. I have none of that. All of my coworkers are seriously uptight and that is why the days drag on, why the weeks suck. But they are financial people - very serious, no laughing, no good times. Today we looked for who stole my supervisor's mug, and that will be the highlight of the day. I have no friends at work, no one I would hang out with outside of work. And that sucks. That is why my life has no laughter, and I hate that. Not that any of this is really pertinent, but I figured that out this week. Therefore, more job hunting will take place. Also need to be paid more, like hard core.
So anyway, will try to escape grouchyness by thinking of the good weekend and the good times to come this week, and then tonight theraputic workout where I kick my own butt at the gym and release anger. Tonight cleaning, praticing, and who knows what else.
Back to the grind stone....GRRRR!
So I will have to sit back and see what I can figure out to get everything done. Plus feeling very icky - I know I am going to get yelled at for this one, but will say it anyway. I need to lose weight. I am really strong, and I love that, love being buff, love my shape actually. I am not anorexic and I will NOT become stick girl, just need to firm up more. Not for anyone else other than me. Well, maybe...yeah, not going there right now. (evil twin knows what I mean here)
I very strongly dislike my boss's assistant!! I have to take cleansing breaths anytime she is around. I actaully growl when she comes near. Can;t wait to find something else, I figured out what my deal is with the job. It is not so much the job, but it is instead the fact that it is too serious. I had to run to Jimmy's house on friday to drop somehting off and he had 2 coworkers there. They were joking around and laughing. I have none of that. All of my coworkers are seriously uptight and that is why the days drag on, why the weeks suck. But they are financial people - very serious, no laughing, no good times. Today we looked for who stole my supervisor's mug, and that will be the highlight of the day. I have no friends at work, no one I would hang out with outside of work. And that sucks. That is why my life has no laughter, and I hate that. Not that any of this is really pertinent, but I figured that out this week. Therefore, more job hunting will take place. Also need to be paid more, like hard core.
So anyway, will try to escape grouchyness by thinking of the good weekend and the good times to come this week, and then tonight theraputic workout where I kick my own butt at the gym and release anger. Tonight cleaning, praticing, and who knows what else.
Back to the grind stone....GRRRR!