gah
tomorrow's netball carn. ::groans:: again. neways went to church myself today cos my parents had a major blowup.
sometimes i just wish i wasnt the only kid or something cos then i can take sides w/out like pissing somebody off. everybody sorta looks to me to make a decision and really, i dunno who to choose.
so i just ran out of the house and slammed the door (which didnt help the situation much) but at least they got angry at something else besides themselves.
i hate my legs and i wish i could tan. i'm abit too fair. like when i step into a cold room i sorta 'discolor'. tanned people look nice and sporty. haish. my legs are fine now my thighs arent hahahaha. blah just wish i look like some model :D. then i wouldnt need to obsess over my looks so much :D
sometimes i just wish i wasnt the only kid or something cos then i can take sides w/out like pissing somebody off. everybody sorta looks to me to make a decision and really, i dunno who to choose.
so i just ran out of the house and slammed the door (which didnt help the situation much) but at least they got angry at something else besides themselves.
i hate my legs and i wish i could tan. i'm abit too fair. like when i step into a cold room i sorta 'discolor'. tanned people look nice and sporty. haish. my legs are fine now my thighs arent hahahaha. blah just wish i look like some model :D. then i wouldnt need to obsess over my looks so much :D