Dreams: The Unknown Mystery
some time ago back before the time of Man, i bought this Dream Journal. it's becoming very helpful! lately i've been getting these... weird dreams.. reoccuring ones. they are somewhat bad dreams... i wouldn't call them nightmares, becuz they don't scare me and leave me feeling all breathless and sweaty when i wake up from them... although, since i've been getting these dreams a lot, maybe mentally i've gotten use to them =\
anyways, one of the reoccuring dreams that i remembered this morning was... there was this staircase to a basement. the walls were painted in many different bright colors, so it looked nice. like a fun house sorta... and we all know how creepy fun houses can get >:] anyways, so in the dream, i walk down the stairs, but i've NEVER made it all the way down before, becuz the door would close shut behind me. and it can only be opened through the other side, like those child safety locks on car doors! and when the door shuts, the whole basement is engulfed by flames. so in the dream i never make it down when the fire erupts, i just bang on the door. but in the dream i sense that something was down there.... maybe the flames were trying to keep me away from knowing what's down there? if that's the purpose of the flames, then it's doing a damn good job at it =) hahaha! this basement looks like the basement of my old house... maybe there's some significance there?
i don't know why i've been getting these strange demonic dreams. not to mention my previous 3 poltergeis experiences... years ago i use to research into the spiritual plane, maybe that could be the cause of all this? i know i'm like a medium, cuz of my high spirit energy and my curiosity. maybe someone is trying to send me some type of message? maybe someone is trying to possess me? maybe there's some EVIL thing inside of me about to be awakened? maybe i'll disappear one day after getting sucked into eternal darkness? who knows what's been up, but i find it interesting =3 mah, if one day i suddenly disappear, at least whoever reads this entry will know haha, so i'm not so worried if anything happens to me.
aside from the recent events in the spiritual plane, lets take a look at what i've been up to on the living plane, shall we? school has ACTUALLY started getting busier for me =O can u believe that? haha, i can't!!! so i'm leaving AE soon... don't know when, but i know i need to leave there. i've been patient and tolerant for long enough, it's about time to move on =) word from the wise, never EVER work in AE unless u're not the type to let things get under ur skin easily or stress out easily, then u would be fiiiine! =3 that company would have u do things that's not even WORTH 7.50$/hour haha! plus they don't treat their employees very well nor fairly... although i WOULD miss getting the discounts there... who knows, maybe i'll put in a day or 2 just for the discounts? haha we'll seeeeeee!!!
dance started up again, i've been waiting soooo long for that! over the holidays i've gained weight, and i don't feel as light as a feather anymore =( not cool! though i don't agree with starting the first lessons with International Foxtrot... it's EVIL!!! boooo to Foxtrot! International = EVIL!!! but i am still encouraging the newbies that there will be other uber fun dances, so stick around!!! =D
wellllllll, this was quite the come-back entry! i'm craving sushi! Lisaaaaaaaa, find free time so we can go eat sushi dammit!!! >_< meow!!
anyways, one of the reoccuring dreams that i remembered this morning was... there was this staircase to a basement. the walls were painted in many different bright colors, so it looked nice. like a fun house sorta... and we all know how creepy fun houses can get >:] anyways, so in the dream, i walk down the stairs, but i've NEVER made it all the way down before, becuz the door would close shut behind me. and it can only be opened through the other side, like those child safety locks on car doors! and when the door shuts, the whole basement is engulfed by flames. so in the dream i never make it down when the fire erupts, i just bang on the door. but in the dream i sense that something was down there.... maybe the flames were trying to keep me away from knowing what's down there? if that's the purpose of the flames, then it's doing a damn good job at it =) hahaha! this basement looks like the basement of my old house... maybe there's some significance there?
i don't know why i've been getting these strange demonic dreams. not to mention my previous 3 poltergeis experiences... years ago i use to research into the spiritual plane, maybe that could be the cause of all this? i know i'm like a medium, cuz of my high spirit energy and my curiosity. maybe someone is trying to send me some type of message? maybe someone is trying to possess me? maybe there's some EVIL thing inside of me about to be awakened? maybe i'll disappear one day after getting sucked into eternal darkness? who knows what's been up, but i find it interesting =3 mah, if one day i suddenly disappear, at least whoever reads this entry will know haha, so i'm not so worried if anything happens to me.
aside from the recent events in the spiritual plane, lets take a look at what i've been up to on the living plane, shall we? school has ACTUALLY started getting busier for me =O can u believe that? haha, i can't!!! so i'm leaving AE soon... don't know when, but i know i need to leave there. i've been patient and tolerant for long enough, it's about time to move on =) word from the wise, never EVER work in AE unless u're not the type to let things get under ur skin easily or stress out easily, then u would be fiiiine! =3 that company would have u do things that's not even WORTH 7.50$/hour haha! plus they don't treat their employees very well nor fairly... although i WOULD miss getting the discounts there... who knows, maybe i'll put in a day or 2 just for the discounts? haha we'll seeeeeee!!!
dance started up again, i've been waiting soooo long for that! over the holidays i've gained weight, and i don't feel as light as a feather anymore =( not cool! though i don't agree with starting the first lessons with International Foxtrot... it's EVIL!!! boooo to Foxtrot! International = EVIL!!! but i am still encouraging the newbies that there will be other uber fun dances, so stick around!!! =D
wellllllll, this was quite the come-back entry! i'm craving sushi! Lisaaaaaaaa, find free time so we can go eat sushi dammit!!! >_< meow!!