Mar 01, 2004 19:11
while i was eating some microwave food just now, i was thinking about something that's been in my thoughts. when i see my friends eating, i start thinking about how it makes me so happy that they are able to feed their hunger, or take in food, at least. as silly as it may sound, i'm so glad that they can eat... though i don't mean to be rude from watching them eat, but it's not like my eyes are constantly fixed on them =) just one glimpse of them eating, i'm happy. not only do i smile, but inside my heart i cry for it... i don't think it's a bad cry either. there are some times when i see someone eat, i imagine how grateful they are inside to have food in front of them. i know that something like this, people don't commonly put much thought into it.. food is food.. when u're hungry u eat... so just leave it to Vessy to put a lot of thought into mundain things =)
unfortunately, there ARE plenty of people who aren't as fortunate as us food-wasters. i feel for them... but i'm still happy that the people i know and love are able to eat... yet, i can't do much for those people who CAN'T always get something to eat... if i could donate food, i would, but i eat freaken everything in my house already... does that make me a bad guy? =( does it...?
maybe that's why i cry... i cry that we can eat.. along with crying that others can't eat... there are these 2 cats that always sleep on the pattio right outside my window in my backyard. they are both street cats. when i do while they're not around, i pile up old rugs and clothing to make nice beds for them to sleep on =) and occasionally i put out food for them. when it's daylight, i enjoy sitting near my window and watching them eat or sleep =) and..u guessed it, i still get all teary eyed from watching them =D i'm such a dork hehe! i feel the same way when i see my friends and family eat. hehe imagine how my friends would react after reading this entry? =D yesh, now u know that i see u and i smile for u inside when we're out eating together! awkward, eh? =D