firsts and lasts and onlys...onlies just doesn't seem right.

Feb 12, 2006 23:12

Feeling a little lonely at the moment, especially after watching "Grey's Anatomy."

What would you do if you knew this was your last day on Earth?

I know I'd want to be with David, somewhere quiet and peaceful. And I would read the very last chapter in "The Dark Tower" series so I knew how it ended. Is that cheating?

I feel so blessed and so loved that he is driving 12+ hours to see me tomorrow. It scares me, but it makes me happy that we'll be together tomorrow night for the first time in over a month. I don't know how we're doing this, but it really is just by focusing on one day at a time. The first week is hard, but I'm okay. The second week stretches into the third, and after that...I think about people who are separated by distance or death. What they feel must be on another level, but I think that some of the elements are the same.

It'll be very busy over the next few days, but I'm looking forward to it. Dave and I will both be leaving Thursday morning; he'll be returning to Manchester, and I'll be on my way to Chapel Hill for the conference.

I'm trying to figure out a way to get up north in a few weeks.

I can't wait for my ring to be finished. And for this migraine to be gone. And to be finished with school and starting a new life in a new place, wherever it may be.
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