uncertainty
Samantha updated my MySpace yesterday. Now it looks pretty.
Last night was a long night. I still can't shake this feeling, no matter what I do.
I'm really sad, and I'm very lonely. When you tell me something is going to happen, I want to believe that it will.
I'll be seeing George and the girls tonight; it'll be the first time in a very, very long time.
I've lost two more pounds. I like seeing the scale keep going down.
Sam and Sarah and I had a good time last night before things happened that weren't so happy.
I just wish I didn't feel like this right now. I need something concrete to tell me I'm just being crazy...
Maybe I should just fucking buy a one-way ticket to France. Who would really miss me, after all?
Oh, and I don't have internet, I'm logged in under someone else's name who loves me. So I won't be on that much.
And that's all. For now.
I'm going to lie down.
Last night was a long night. I still can't shake this feeling, no matter what I do.
I'm really sad, and I'm very lonely. When you tell me something is going to happen, I want to believe that it will.
I'll be seeing George and the girls tonight; it'll be the first time in a very, very long time.
I've lost two more pounds. I like seeing the scale keep going down.
Sam and Sarah and I had a good time last night before things happened that weren't so happy.
I just wish I didn't feel like this right now. I need something concrete to tell me I'm just being crazy...
Maybe I should just fucking buy a one-way ticket to France. Who would really miss me, after all?
Oh, and I don't have internet, I'm logged in under someone else's name who loves me. So I won't be on that much.
And that's all. For now.
I'm going to lie down.