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I remembered by I don't hang out downtown anymore.
Kelly is in Detox, I MISS HIM. wtf.
Got my first paycheque.
I miss February, and March, alot.
I miss Marina's house.
I miss Mike's number, I miss the whole
"I hear that dylan southcombe kid's a cokehead, what a fucking waster."
I miss having friends who cared about me, asked me sincerely how my day was, people who just liked to be around me. I miss who I used to be, I miss my old hair, I miss my cat, living at my sister's, and I miss having a whole brain without holes through it.
The other day I had a flashback of sitting in a shopping cart as my mother pushed it through a small grocery store.
It's so strange, I have almost no memory anymore, but I will randomly remember small fond memories and then forget them.
I miss when I first met Garett, I miss hanging out with the boys, but I remember now why I stopped hanging out at the gallery.
I'm going to see Tomas today I hope.
Alice's birthday party I hope to talk to friends I miss.
Or maybe after
I don't know
I love being out of control.
I'm waiting for tomas to get off school and dylan to get off work, and I started listening to Air at dylan's house because his mom asked me to look after his dog, and it brought back memories of what I miss
When I didn't bicker, when me and marina and dylan did tons of e and had fun. when e was fun. ugh
nothing lasts forever
I miss this:
Kelly is in Detox, I MISS HIM. wtf.
Got my first paycheque.
I miss February, and March, alot.
I miss Marina's house.
I miss Mike's number, I miss the whole
"I hear that dylan southcombe kid's a cokehead, what a fucking waster."
I miss having friends who cared about me, asked me sincerely how my day was, people who just liked to be around me. I miss who I used to be, I miss my old hair, I miss my cat, living at my sister's, and I miss having a whole brain without holes through it.
The other day I had a flashback of sitting in a shopping cart as my mother pushed it through a small grocery store.
It's so strange, I have almost no memory anymore, but I will randomly remember small fond memories and then forget them.
I miss when I first met Garett, I miss hanging out with the boys, but I remember now why I stopped hanging out at the gallery.
I'm going to see Tomas today I hope.
Alice's birthday party I hope to talk to friends I miss.
Or maybe after
I don't know
I love being out of control.
I'm waiting for tomas to get off school and dylan to get off work, and I started listening to Air at dylan's house because his mom asked me to look after his dog, and it brought back memories of what I miss
When I didn't bicker, when me and marina and dylan did tons of e and had fun. when e was fun. ugh
nothing lasts forever
I miss this: