So what the fuck does Numa mean anyway?

Jul 24, 2005 19:53

So, here goes. And dont ask about the subject header, its irrelevant, unless you count the author of this post repeatedly listening to the song in different formats, and it being stuck in his head, and his inability to figure out...what the fuck it all means, but anyway.

So, Brittany was with Tyler again, and i got set up. I'm sure everyone's heard about it and has loads of input as usual, but i dont really want to hear it, because i cant MAKE myself care about this anymore. I'm barely surprised. I practically knew it was happening, while it was happening. She lied about it being planned in advance, she lied about smoking pot, she promised me that if he was down there she'd leave, she promised me that she wouldn't smoke, and, i dont know if it was actually vocalized or not, but im sure theres some sort of understanding that there wont be a threat of getting pregnant while you're away from your fiance that got broken as well. And this is just the list off the top of my head, there are many others, not to mention the pleading duplicates.

She claims she was eaten alive by guilt, but yet she waited over a week without any apparent signs. And when she finally did tell me, she was forced to by my loving friends who found out about it. (I was banned from the internet by the female in question) BTW, everyone involved in the floppy scenario, much love. I will see you tonight and it will be stuporous, yesssssss.

That's basically the gist, although i wonder if any of them, (Brittany, Ness, who is hauntedxdreams in lj, aww she took me off her friends list *sad*, or tyler even, who is bloodymentality on lj now) are planning on defending themselves, for it would probably make for a nice show.

I dont know what im going to do past getting hammered the next few nights, i wouldve liked to have known before the rest of the world, but with the girl im dating that never happens. So once again im left to play out our affairs (no pun intended) on center stage. Life's a bitch.
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