the most honest thing i've written all year.

[vespakid]

i admit it. i am a big fat hypocrite. my life is basically full of contradictions. i am dedicated to sustainable communities. but i can't talk to my exgirlfriend. i'm a vegan that eats ice cream, an environmentalist that buys overpackaged shit, an anarchist that is overly invested in money. i like to pretend i know everything, but really i don't. i

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[sidlotus]

most of this type of 'stuff' is true about everyone i think, but nobody admits it. i absolutely love you for your honesty, sam, in every moment, even when you think you're not being honest or accountable, you come through, whether it's on livejournal or with me when we're talking, or to someone else when you're talking to them or not talking to them. and that encourages me to do the same, and then we just keep doing it a lot with one another. it's all real and wonderful and i so fucking wish more people were like you. then i'd be happy more often, and i think everyone would be more happy more often, because then we'd realize that we're more like each other than we actually thought -- the collective 'we' -- and maybe we'd get off our high horses and love each other, and really love each other, and hold each other accountable, and not be so afraid to do that because we'd trust one another more readily. i see these values being shared more and more, and maybe that's because i try to surround myself with people like you more and more, or maybe it's because there's more of us. either way, i love you, and i think you're an agent of change. you've changed me in ways i haven't even expressed and visa versa, and i see that all of the time, and i love it. i could go on and on and on and on. i want to know you all my life, and watch your growth and mine and our community's, and then reflect on it all with you and laugh like we do almost every day, or whenever we can find the time to laugh and love and appreciate life. i could continue to go on...i really want to...but suzallo is closing soon, like five minutes ago.

[vespakid]

i fucking adore the shit out of you.