livejournal challenge!

[vesimeloni]

LIVEJOURNAL RESTORATION MOVEMENT 2011

An idea from nil_from_hell . We all know it won't be hard for me to post 14 entries.

Also, all my entries are now friends-only, basically. They have been for a while, lol

Comments

[pikaporeon]

Okay so it's been like three years since we stopped talking (and I got blocked/deleted from pretty much everything, but yeah) - I dont know the best way to come across here because while I'm def a different person than I was in 2008-2009, I'm still awkward as fuck sometimes.

Anyway my point is at one point, we were friends. I'd personally say good friends but again I'm kind of shit at figuring things out like that. I probably fucked that up in way more ways than were obvious to me at the time, but I sure as hell regret it - to the point where I've wanted to write this for ages and was basically too scared to - sort of like I was too scared to try and talk to you at X Japan. Still kinda am.

I had fun talking to you, I really liked hearing your opinions on things, and I really gave a shit about what you had to say. And honestly I miss that- but I'm not stupid enough to think that we can magically go back in an instant to where we were at the best of times.

I can def say I'm a different person than I was in 2008, but I'm not some 100% turnaround wizard, a lot of me is the same, I just have a spine and am not a passive aggressive douche any more.

Anyway I'm meandering around a bit - back to my point. I think we were good friends, and even if you don't miss me after a few years of deciding I wasn't worth having in your life, I certainly miss you as a friend, and I want to prove I'm not some slighting tool who can't figure out when he's being a fuckup any more. I know part of why we stopped talking is running down on common interests - and i'm not sure if thats changed, though I feel like I'm much more open to actually contributing to conversations I'm more neutral in anyway.

Can we give talking again a shot?