After the Plague

Dec 07, 2004 00:47

Count Aral Vorkosigan, Viceroy of Sergyar, scanned the flimsy the aide handed him and set down his coffee mug with a deep and profound sigh of relief ( Read more... )

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 04:37:57 UTC
Several hours later, Will stood with Cordelia in the Residence's small courtyard gardens, watching the slanting afternoon sunlight make rainbows in the spray of a tiny marble fountain. He dipped a hand in the basin, and watched the water drip from his fingers onto the gravel of the path, and turned a little to smile at her. "It's a lovely place," he said.

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 04:43:01 UTC
"Sergyar's been hospitable, in its way."

Her dry smile faded slightly, and her eyes went a little distant as she ran her fingers over the rim of the fountain. The change of subject, though abrupt, was not entirely unexpected.

"I've been trying to decide whether or not I should go back to Milliways."

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 04:47:53 UTC
"And?" Will's voice was calm and neutral, his glance mildly inquisitive.

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 04:52:42 UTC
"And it's crossed my mind that you already know whether I have. Whether I will. Will have." She frowned, and made a small irritable throwing-away gesture with one hand. "You know what I mean."

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 04:55:46 UTC
He regarded her calmly. "I do."

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 04:58:48 UTC
Cordelia raised an eyebrow at him, in full appreciation of the layered ambiguity.

"Which makes it somewhat difficult to discuss the matter with you. Which is a pity, as you're one of the few people in the world who has any familiarity with the situation."

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 05:05:04 UTC
He trailed his fingers in the water again, and flicked droplets into the misting spray.

"I can listen, if you like," he said gravely. "If it would help you to talk it over with me. But I cannot make that decision for you, even by telling you what it was you decided."

Will seemed entirely comfortable with the temporal confusion. He was; paradox was not something that affected an Old One, and time was not entirely a linear road to those of his kind.

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 05:08:02 UTC
"You will not tell me what it was I decided."

Her tone was flat and uninflected. It might have been an order, or a prediction, or a plea.

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 05:11:11 UTC
"No." His own voice was calm, and entirely neutral.

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 05:17:35 UTC
"There are precautions I could have taken. Should have taken. That would have prevented this." She watched the fountain for a moment. "And I could, of course, simply begin taking them now. To prevent anything like this from happening again.

"For some reason that doesn't feel sufficient."

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 05:18:23 UTC
"Why not?"

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 05:20:16 UTC
She tapped her fingers against the fountain's rim in a staccato percussion. "I'm not sure. And that's odd in itself, isn't it?"

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 05:22:09 UTC
Will looked at her, meeting her gaze silently, letting her answer her own question.

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 05:26:03 UTC
Cordelia drew a deep breath, and let it out again. "Guilt. Is it that simple?"

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sign_seeker December 13 2004, 05:32:21 UTC
He regarded her for a moment. "Guilt is rarely simple, from the inside," he said quietly.

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veryvorkosigan December 13 2004, 05:38:07 UTC
"In which case ... it's not sufficient because it doesn't do anything to redress the wrong I've already caused. Which, truthfully, can't be redressed."

Her grey eyes regarded the fountain calmly, pitiless in introspection.

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