Oct 18, 2008 22:42
Maybe she was right. [Helena's voice sounds the same. But there is a tint of terrible anger and hate. But its subtle, frighteningly calm.]
So. Now we can hurt one another. Now we can really destroy ourselves. I've only been here for a short time. But I'm beginning to realize what I can do here. Want to know? [Helena's voice is eerily calm with a little bit of scratch somewhere in her throat as if she's been screaming quite a bit recently]. It's what I've always been able to do. Run and hide. NOW whether I run in the right or wrong direction is indeed important but I DON'T THINK I CARE ANYMORE. [Helena's voice gets MUCH louder than normal but instead of getting high pitched the tone of her voice gets deeper and darker.]
Oh, I'll get out of here. I'm already half way gone. Maybe that's why only a part of me died.
Maybe that half of me I thought I put in its place is even more alive now in this world. This ridiculous STUPID BACKWARDS WORLD! [The sound of the PDA crashing up against the wall is heard before the recoder clicks off].
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