Just felt like posting
I miss alot of my friends. I haven't talked to alot of them in a long while, so they probaly have moved on, by now. They may remember me, but do they miss me too?
I remember summers where a thing you used to look forward to, video games night and day, friends all the time, TV in the early morning, running around outside, building forts but mostly important enough, no school.
Well, there is no more school, besides like my every hour or so on and off down at CSCC. which isn't much of anything.
Moved out is fun, alot of fun. But rent, bills and buying your own food is killing me. I used be able to save up in a couple weeks a good chunk of money, and do everything i wanted for an entire week. Now, it's gone to bills and all that other crap. I sometimes get to go to the park, movies, some place nice to eat, or something like that every now and then. I miss being able to "throw down" a bill or two for a kick ass night on the town with a special someone *cough*Sarah*cough*. now i watch every penny for the most part, and hope to get to the end of the week, even.
I'm happy right now, very happy, and madly in Love, with the "light of my life." Lame, but i dont care, because it's true. I have no regets with Sarah, she's awesome, and she means so much more to me then any one could ever understand.
I'm happy it's just i miss somethings with how life used to be during some odd years in highschool and etc.
maybe im just getting old.
who knows
<3
I remember summers where a thing you used to look forward to, video games night and day, friends all the time, TV in the early morning, running around outside, building forts but mostly important enough, no school.
Well, there is no more school, besides like my every hour or so on and off down at CSCC. which isn't much of anything.
Moved out is fun, alot of fun. But rent, bills and buying your own food is killing me. I used be able to save up in a couple weeks a good chunk of money, and do everything i wanted for an entire week. Now, it's gone to bills and all that other crap. I sometimes get to go to the park, movies, some place nice to eat, or something like that every now and then. I miss being able to "throw down" a bill or two for a kick ass night on the town with a special someone *cough*Sarah*cough*. now i watch every penny for the most part, and hope to get to the end of the week, even.
I'm happy right now, very happy, and madly in Love, with the "light of my life." Lame, but i dont care, because it's true. I have no regets with Sarah, she's awesome, and she means so much more to me then any one could ever understand.
I'm happy it's just i miss somethings with how life used to be during some odd years in highschool and etc.
maybe im just getting old.
who knows
<3