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im the leaf in this whirl wind
i dunno but i just dont think i will win
but those thoughts are supressed
somethigns here, and i know that i am blessed
there is a lingering pain that dorns my arm
nohing more then self inflict harm
but there is something that numbs the pain
i grow a smile, and goes away this bodily stain
there is a notion of anti self something or other
i have a face not even loved by his own mother
but truth sets in with words that float on by
a glimer of hope rings through each eye
i wake up in a panic and drenched in sweat
ill never have what i need, what i want, so i should just forget
but i have the world and that line, was non-sense
i have someone on my side, i have the perfect defense
no matter if im happy, sad, depressed blissfull or feeling a bit vile
i know one simple truth, and i cant help but smile
the credits roll but all live happily ever after in this tale
i think a thought you think and that we think and i set sail
so i wont be cryptic nor just leave a riddle or a clue
i have something to say and that is "I thank you"
I just woke up in a sweat and kinda fell right into a panic attack type thing. I just thought of some great thoughts and it didn't last for too long, and im never able to really stop them at all in any way little lone lessen them. Thanks for being the thought that calms my ever so wild mind, and for everything else. lol, i guess i just wanted to say Thanks.