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[veryshari84]

I've come to the conclusion that I want to lose 30 pounds by my birthday. My birthday is March 8, which is 4 months away so it's doable, but it will be a challenge. But even more than the weight, I really need to overhaul my eating habits. My stomach's been a mess lately, due in large part to the fact that I haven't been eating well. So that is definitely the first part. I'm going to slowly incorporate excerise into my life, but right now it's hard because I have no energy. But once I get the good food thing going, I'll have more energy to excerise. I'm thinking about trying to find some sort of weight loss community or something for support (or maybe starting one if anyone's interested?). Last night I almost threw out everything non-healthy in my apartment but I couldn't get off of the floor (long story drug related, another thing I need to work on). I'm actually at the point where I'm craving healthy food, but it's just so much easier to each crap. But eating crap makes me look like crap, and even worse it makes me feel like crap. So I guess I really need to work on this. I wish I had a car, because the weather is awful right now and I have to go to the store. Maybe I'll just bite the bullet and do it anyway. I got a new umbrella the other day, that I got from a store that was giving away a bunch of crap. It's really pretty, and it matches my jacket. Anyway... you're all going to be my witness. I'm now completely dedicating myself to a healthy lifestyle. I want to be fit, healthy, and hot. If anyone cares to join me on this journey, let me know. It's always good to have a buddy to hold you accountable.

Now I'm going to go throw out all of the junk in my fridge. I really wish Jon hadn't left a bag of peanut butter cups here. Those are my kryptonite.