summer
this whole summer has been kinda crazy for me. i have gone out almost every night. i think it has something to do with the fact that me and danielle broke up out of a serious relationship and ive just needed to fill that void with alcohol and friends. its probrably one of the hardest things ive had to deal with but in the end i know that ill find someone that will treat me better and will actually appreciate what i have to offer. for now tho..
i need to focus on school and moving out. this is going to be a pretty hard semester and i need to keep my grades up. i wont have to worry about seeing danielle because we are not taking any classes together. i dont even want to run into her in the hall. i dont care if it sounds immature but why would i want to talk to her? what would i have to say to her? i dont even care as far as her telling me she misses me because of course she does. i mean... comeon..=P... actions speak louder than words and right now.. i dont think i would even bring myself to talk to her if she came to me and broke down needing my support. thats the way i feel right now. she can go to her new "rich" boyfriend or whatever they wanna call themselves and have him make her feel better. NOT my job!
the move is going to be sick. i cant wait. im really excited about moving out of my parents house. my brothers are slobs and im tired of the way my dad treats my mom. i dont even like witnessing it so i get pissed and say shit to her which i dont feel like she takes my advice seriously so why the fuck do i even bother saying anything. theres still a few more things that i need to get. everything will be tight and i can have football parties on my bigscreen tv!!
that is all for now. thanks for listening, online audience.
i need to focus on school and moving out. this is going to be a pretty hard semester and i need to keep my grades up. i wont have to worry about seeing danielle because we are not taking any classes together. i dont even want to run into her in the hall. i dont care if it sounds immature but why would i want to talk to her? what would i have to say to her? i dont even care as far as her telling me she misses me because of course she does. i mean... comeon..=P... actions speak louder than words and right now.. i dont think i would even bring myself to talk to her if she came to me and broke down needing my support. thats the way i feel right now. she can go to her new "rich" boyfriend or whatever they wanna call themselves and have him make her feel better. NOT my job!
the move is going to be sick. i cant wait. im really excited about moving out of my parents house. my brothers are slobs and im tired of the way my dad treats my mom. i dont even like witnessing it so i get pissed and say shit to her which i dont feel like she takes my advice seriously so why the fuck do i even bother saying anything. theres still a few more things that i need to get. everything will be tight and i can have football parties on my bigscreen tv!!
that is all for now. thanks for listening, online audience.