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Stray cat comes in the cat door. Flips the fuck out all over the place. Runs over mom in bed with the broken shoulder.She cries. It runs over my bare foot. I cry. Dad yells at me. I can't get the cat out and it is all my fault. Everything in the whole fucking world that is wrong is my fault. Now the cat is behind the washing machine. Sometimes I just want to curl up and die.