Depression

[very_lonely]

What an odd feeling. Its been years (and i can track through lj...haha) since i've felt this way. I'm always busy with something, but during the little down time I do have, i can't control it. Nothing seems to matter and I'm always on the verge of tears.

This isn't good for my health.
This isn't the type of person I am.
I hate knowing that things aren't going to get better.