I knew dance was my life....just not this much of it
so im basically sitting here crying my heart out......
im going to stop dancing so i can concentrate on finishing strong in school and ACT's, & Collage. And then im on the verge of having a mental break down because im studing so hard and under the pressure of pleasing my family and most of all ME. Im too stressed and need time in general. Hopefully i can spend more time with my family. I chose this on my own because it was so obvious that it needed to happen. Yea, my dad was pretty suprised to find out i chose to...but everyone knows dance is my life...my passion. 'YOU' expecially know that this is something i want more than anything and i guess....if that means stoping for a while then so be it. sorry, i wish this was a joke, but its not. I already cried all my make-up away at skol just seeing Lauren and im going to miss everyone. Im hoping I can think of some alternate thing to do other than this but i havent....My mom was shocked. I hope im out tops a month but Spring show and ugh! But if it takes longer than that then i guess thats what i have to do.
hopefully this will payoff in the long-run, cause im only doing this for my future....dance and im willing to do anything to better my chances in reaching my dream. this sucks and hurts alot worse than what i thought it would.
im going to finish this family pack of charmine tissues <33
im going to stop dancing so i can concentrate on finishing strong in school and ACT's, & Collage. And then im on the verge of having a mental break down because im studing so hard and under the pressure of pleasing my family and most of all ME. Im too stressed and need time in general. Hopefully i can spend more time with my family. I chose this on my own because it was so obvious that it needed to happen. Yea, my dad was pretty suprised to find out i chose to...but everyone knows dance is my life...my passion. 'YOU' expecially know that this is something i want more than anything and i guess....if that means stoping for a while then so be it. sorry, i wish this was a joke, but its not. I already cried all my make-up away at skol just seeing Lauren and im going to miss everyone. Im hoping I can think of some alternate thing to do other than this but i havent....My mom was shocked. I hope im out tops a month but Spring show and ugh! But if it takes longer than that then i guess thats what i have to do.
hopefully this will payoff in the long-run, cause im only doing this for my future....dance and im willing to do anything to better my chances in reaching my dream. this sucks and hurts alot worse than what i thought it would.
im going to finish this family pack of charmine tissues <33