let it pass
this week i have decided to do something a little different. I am just a little too wound up on Robert is doing and a little too controlling at times. Im extreamly jelouse to the point that i dont let myself have fun. Im always asking him who he is talking to and where he's been. this is not a great way to keep a relationship going. I have told myself that i need to change this to make me a happier person. For some reason its so fucken hard for me to just drop it......Its like i need to be a bitch everyday. Its not the way that it should be at all. I know this.... I know... im going to let up a little for now and hope it works. that is all i have to say now. laters