Gun Shots
Have you ever been shot at? I have. More than I tell everybody. I was in several fire fights in Iraq. Seems like that was forever ago now. I have been shot at and I have shot back. That was easy. Seeing the look in a mans eye right as that first bullet ripes through his body. Also easy. So know people are asking well if that stuff was easy than what is hard? I will tell you what is hard...Love. There it is. The one hardest thing in my life is love. I go out and meet people who seem genuinely interested in me but to no avail they will talk to me all night and watch me buy them drinks all night. But when that night is over I get the whole I like you but your to nice for someone like me. If you ever want to see me get really upset then tell me I am to nice for you and then remember earlier that you told me that your last boyfriend was a dick. So what there tell me is that I have to be a dick to get a girl? Maybe I am just ranting? I don't know where to go from here. Some may wonder what sparked this sudden outburst. Well it was a combination of three things. One I was talking to this girl I meet last night at Dylans and I thought she was genuinely interested until she gave me that bullshit to nice crap. Then a friend asked me to dance and when I went back to my seat she was gone. Number two. One of the waitresses was being unusually nice to me and no one else at the bar so I got fooled in to thinking that she was interested but when I left hours later it was only after she told me that our little thing was only based on looks and that the only time we would see each other was at Dylans. And the third thing I am not going to talk about because as things go it was the pebble that started the avalanche.