am i completly insane...? no! never...RIIIGHT...
there is no beginnning so ill start out of my ass...
LEAVE IT FUCK IT BURN IT
powerless for 2 weeks...oh well i do belive i could have gone without mind fucking for a while...i was just sitting there, its sweating, i was itching, im not tripping out, im bloody pissed.
ditch this place, live in the car...let them wipe thier own asses...
oh, and how people enlighten me!
they know the the soft-core ashley.
this is the beauty of moving to a new place, you are whoever you want and they want... and they will never know. no one can touch me.
they dont what kind of filth ive been through and how low ive gone...
subject subject change.
yeah, ya gotta cut em vertical to get the job done.
close your eyes real tight so you dont have to watch, the you just let go.
a slight overdose seems appropiate enough, but in order to complete such a task with a feeling of accomplishment, id have to lock myself up somewhere so they wouldnt find me til i was beyond repair.
the worst possible outcome is me passing in and out of consiousnos, only to wake up on my back in some stark white fucking sterile hallway, sounds of foot steps and medical terms, watching light after light pass me as my eyes roll back in my head and the heart monitor goes dead.
and the thought of family memebers having to wash off peces of my face and brains offcarpet and furniture and pick out skull fragments embedded in the wall, i think ill rule out the possibilty of guns.
i want to fall, i want to hear that pixies song "where is my mind" and jump right as hes saying "try this trick and spin it, yeah"...
*thank someone for mindless self indulgences*
i love the altered state.
but now im here back in miami, kaylynns parents kicked me out, i shaved off brents pubes, adn he slammed me so hard my head bleeds.
"yeah manda, i left my soul on lay away somewhere in the fucked up department"
time for some liberation for the masses of this mind rot generaion. that was NOT supposes to rhyme.
now for some song lyrics: read and become immune.
"(s)AINT"
I don't care if your world is ending today
I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing missing is a bitch like yoU
You wanted perfekt
You got your perfekt
But now I'm too perfekt for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfekt whatever you do
"Slutgarden"
I'll pretend that I want you
For what is on the inside
But when I get inside,
I'll just want to get out
I'm your first and last deposit
Through sickness and in hell
You'll just water me down
I can't believe that you are for real
But I don't care as long as you're mine
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
I'm unsafe, unsafe
This is a new religion to me
Love the enemy, my love is the enemy
I never believed the devil was real
But god couldn't make someone filthy as you
AGAINST ALL AUTHORITY LYRICS
"Pestilent Existence"
Systematically populated, Nuclear annihilation
Mind rotting flesh eating cellular infection
Genetically manipulated, human imitation
All staring through my window as I sit here in damnation
I wonder how it's gonna end, If we keep up this pace
Will we progress? Or end the human race
We're destroying our planet, We've fallen from grace
I just can't take it anymore
Take me to this place to
This wall of sound that surrounds me
Ands keeps me bound to the underground
It's in my heart and in my soul
I wanna kill you with my rock and roll
And destroy the forces that control our pestilent existence
Can't take it anymore, don't wanna think about it, it makes me sick
I step outside and all I see is our deterioration
When we're gone all that remains
Will be plastic implantations
And I can't tell the Christians from Satan's congregation
So everyone climb aboard
Nonstop to damnation!
This run away machine
Never slowing down
Someone said "its Entropy" well its too late now
We're far to gone
We keep adding to this pile
Just wanna sit back and listen for a while to this
Wall of sound that surrounds me
Ands keeps me bound to the underground
It's in my heart and in my soul
I wanna kill you with my rock and roll
And destroy the forces that control our pestilent existence
Can't take it anymore, don't wanna think about it, it makes me sick
This pestilent Existence
Humanity's persists in
It grows like a plague
While we whither away
AGAINST ALL AUTHORITY LYRICS
"Livin' In Miami"
He didnt fit in, he always felt rejected.
His father him him and made him feel infected.
He got a bottle it seemed to take the pain away.
Only 15, but he didnt know any other way.
Always searchin, never felt like he belonged.
Always hurtin, always told that he was wrong.
He left home, the streets looked safer.
All alone, except a court of Schaffer.
All alone, with no where to go.
He feels at home at the punk rock show.
And when hes hangin out with his crew.
Livin on the streets of Miami.
Hed rather die than go home to his family.
Thats what he'll do.
He doesnt want you pity.
Miami can be a cruel city.
Hes always ready for a fight.
He doesnt want you sorrow.
Dont wanna think about tomorrow.
He only wants to make it through the night.
against all authority "In On Your Joke"
its your story
and i'm just the antithesis
to your american dream
and i sit here in this fucken nightmare
watching you,
biding time
and telling lies and im wondering why your even here at all
its your salvation
that leaves me in this eternal hell
to a complacent life of shit that leaves me choking on the smell of
ruined lives, and wasted minds
and good ideas that leave
people shot down in the street
children cold with nothing to eat
the homeless with their shoeless feet
and fat cats and their wealthy hags
pass people living out of bags
shit can someone give me hope
your goal in life is to live until you die
my goal in death is to escape this pathetic human sky cuz
where the air is poison
and the raindrops burn
and sex is death
well its hard for me to see whats left
when generals are struck down from the sky
and politicians are victims of their lies
when all the cops are locked in jail
and all the priests have gone to hell
when lawyers rot in growing heaps
and our world leaders are buried deep well
thats the day
thats the day ill find my hope
THE WEAKERTHANS LYRICS
"Aside"
Measure me in metered lines, in one decisive stare,
the time it takes to get from here to there.
I'm unconsoled, I'm lonely.
I am so much better than I used to be.
and drowning in the pools of over lives.
Rely a bit to heavily on alcohol and irony.
Get clobbered on by courtesy, in love with love, and lousy poetry.
And I'm leaning on a broken fence between Past and Present tense.
And I'm losing all these stupid games that I swore I'd never play.
And it almost feels okay.
LEAVE IT FUCK IT BURN IT
powerless for 2 weeks...oh well i do belive i could have gone without mind fucking for a while...i was just sitting there, its sweating, i was itching, im not tripping out, im bloody pissed.
ditch this place, live in the car...let them wipe thier own asses...
oh, and how people enlighten me!
they know the the soft-core ashley.
this is the beauty of moving to a new place, you are whoever you want and they want... and they will never know. no one can touch me.
they dont what kind of filth ive been through and how low ive gone...
subject subject change.
yeah, ya gotta cut em vertical to get the job done.
close your eyes real tight so you dont have to watch, the you just let go.
a slight overdose seems appropiate enough, but in order to complete such a task with a feeling of accomplishment, id have to lock myself up somewhere so they wouldnt find me til i was beyond repair.
the worst possible outcome is me passing in and out of consiousnos, only to wake up on my back in some stark white fucking sterile hallway, sounds of foot steps and medical terms, watching light after light pass me as my eyes roll back in my head and the heart monitor goes dead.
and the thought of family memebers having to wash off peces of my face and brains offcarpet and furniture and pick out skull fragments embedded in the wall, i think ill rule out the possibilty of guns.
i want to fall, i want to hear that pixies song "where is my mind" and jump right as hes saying "try this trick and spin it, yeah"...
*thank someone for mindless self indulgences*
i love the altered state.
but now im here back in miami, kaylynns parents kicked me out, i shaved off brents pubes, adn he slammed me so hard my head bleeds.
"yeah manda, i left my soul on lay away somewhere in the fucked up department"
time for some liberation for the masses of this mind rot generaion. that was NOT supposes to rhyme.
now for some song lyrics: read and become immune.
"(s)AINT"
I don't care if your world is ending today
I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous, so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art
I've got an F and a C and I got a K too
And the only thing missing is a bitch like yoU
You wanted perfekt
You got your perfekt
But now I'm too perfekt for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile and you'll
Never be as perfekt whatever you do
"Slutgarden"
I'll pretend that I want you
For what is on the inside
But when I get inside,
I'll just want to get out
I'm your first and last deposit
Through sickness and in hell
You'll just water me down
I can't believe that you are for real
But I don't care as long as you're mine
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
When I said we
you know I meant me and
When I said sweet
I meant dirty (hey, hey)
I'm unsafe, unsafe
This is a new religion to me
Love the enemy, my love is the enemy
I never believed the devil was real
But god couldn't make someone filthy as you
AGAINST ALL AUTHORITY LYRICS
"Pestilent Existence"
Systematically populated, Nuclear annihilation
Mind rotting flesh eating cellular infection
Genetically manipulated, human imitation
All staring through my window as I sit here in damnation
I wonder how it's gonna end, If we keep up this pace
Will we progress? Or end the human race
We're destroying our planet, We've fallen from grace
I just can't take it anymore
Take me to this place to
This wall of sound that surrounds me
Ands keeps me bound to the underground
It's in my heart and in my soul
I wanna kill you with my rock and roll
And destroy the forces that control our pestilent existence
Can't take it anymore, don't wanna think about it, it makes me sick
I step outside and all I see is our deterioration
When we're gone all that remains
Will be plastic implantations
And I can't tell the Christians from Satan's congregation
So everyone climb aboard
Nonstop to damnation!
This run away machine
Never slowing down
Someone said "its Entropy" well its too late now
We're far to gone
We keep adding to this pile
Just wanna sit back and listen for a while to this
Wall of sound that surrounds me
Ands keeps me bound to the underground
It's in my heart and in my soul
I wanna kill you with my rock and roll
And destroy the forces that control our pestilent existence
Can't take it anymore, don't wanna think about it, it makes me sick
This pestilent Existence
Humanity's persists in
It grows like a plague
While we whither away
AGAINST ALL AUTHORITY LYRICS
"Livin' In Miami"
He didnt fit in, he always felt rejected.
His father him him and made him feel infected.
He got a bottle it seemed to take the pain away.
Only 15, but he didnt know any other way.
Always searchin, never felt like he belonged.
Always hurtin, always told that he was wrong.
He left home, the streets looked safer.
All alone, except a court of Schaffer.
All alone, with no where to go.
He feels at home at the punk rock show.
And when hes hangin out with his crew.
Livin on the streets of Miami.
Hed rather die than go home to his family.
Thats what he'll do.
He doesnt want you pity.
Miami can be a cruel city.
Hes always ready for a fight.
He doesnt want you sorrow.
Dont wanna think about tomorrow.
He only wants to make it through the night.
against all authority "In On Your Joke"
its your story
and i'm just the antithesis
to your american dream
and i sit here in this fucken nightmare
watching you,
biding time
and telling lies and im wondering why your even here at all
its your salvation
that leaves me in this eternal hell
to a complacent life of shit that leaves me choking on the smell of
ruined lives, and wasted minds
and good ideas that leave
people shot down in the street
children cold with nothing to eat
the homeless with their shoeless feet
and fat cats and their wealthy hags
pass people living out of bags
shit can someone give me hope
your goal in life is to live until you die
my goal in death is to escape this pathetic human sky cuz
where the air is poison
and the raindrops burn
and sex is death
well its hard for me to see whats left
when generals are struck down from the sky
and politicians are victims of their lies
when all the cops are locked in jail
and all the priests have gone to hell
when lawyers rot in growing heaps
and our world leaders are buried deep well
thats the day
thats the day ill find my hope
THE WEAKERTHANS LYRICS
"Aside"
Measure me in metered lines, in one decisive stare,
the time it takes to get from here to there.
I'm unconsoled, I'm lonely.
I am so much better than I used to be.
and drowning in the pools of over lives.
Rely a bit to heavily on alcohol and irony.
Get clobbered on by courtesy, in love with love, and lousy poetry.
And I'm leaning on a broken fence between Past and Present tense.
And I'm losing all these stupid games that I swore I'd never play.
And it almost feels okay.