Trashed
OMG... I just got so trashed with Debby, Katrina, Roxy, Debby's Friend Tiffany and her boyfriend. I FUCKING HATE GUYS. They all got drunk besides Katrina and so did I and we were being too loud so we needed to leave their apartment because of what happened last time and that guy wanted to drive Debby's car and I told him no because he was drunk and he wanted to kick my ass. WTF. Later he wants to kick my ass because I was hitting on his girl... evidently and i wasn't... then he wanted to kick my ass because i was racist even though we are the same color, then he wanted to kick my ass because he wanted to be driven home. WTF I HATE GUYS... WHY DON'T YOU FUCKIN' DIE!!!!!! i was ready to slam a bottle into the side of his head but Katrina stopped me. Then i just broke down and started crying. I couldn't handle it anymore. Things just built up on me and everything came out at once and I called Jenn. Debby crawled by too... Why does everyone have to see me as a wreck? I didn't mean to... it just happened... why does life always have to kick my ass? why can't people just fucking... cooexist and why do guys have to be such players and assholes.... i hate life... i really do... IT SEEMS LIKE SHIT JUST CAN'T GET BETTER.