well, it's been a minute
it has been a minute since I last posted anything here. My life has been through alot of change since the last time I wrote anything here. Dale and I split, I moved out and things seem to be falling into place around me. When I concentrate on the details everything gets muddled up and becomes confusing. I am learning about doing things that I love to do and doing what makes me happy. I have had an UNBELIEVABLE amount of familial and friend support through these last three months that I have never felt alone or like I did something that I wasn't ready for. It makes everything that much more reassuring and comfortable. I love my new house. I love teaching yoga. I love my back yard. I love my dogs. I get overwhelmed sometimes at how much people have stepped up for me and just been themself enough to let me know that they are true blue, down to the walls people. Sure, I still have bad days when I get caught up in my old chitta vritta niroda (yoga term for mind trap) of self pity, but I have nothing to be pitiful about. It's all going to be great. I just have to let it happen with out force.
surrender is something that alot of people could use more of, actually, I even need to surrender more. Be open to the foreign scariness of things unfamiliar, cry when the tears and emotion want out and love everything like tomorrow isn't possible.
I hope all is well with everyone.
surrender is something that alot of people could use more of, actually, I even need to surrender more. Be open to the foreign scariness of things unfamiliar, cry when the tears and emotion want out and love everything like tomorrow isn't possible.
I hope all is well with everyone.