before i close my eyes i can see the world in front of me
So...this weekend was really strange, a kind of bad mood penetrated the house on saturday night and it's been here since. It sucks even worse cause i have to go back to school tomorrow, early. woofreakinhoo. I heard the kind of behavior that hasn't resurfaced in years, between two people who i've always pictured as invincible god-like beings. I guess those images eventually always become a reality when you grow up. Maybe for some people that happens before they've even had a chance. i feel lucky for what i've had for so long, i only hope it doesnt break apart.
It felt really weird today, I think it's the first time i've been home for Easter in about...at least 6 yrs?? I'm usually in NC, I kinda wish we had the usual family thing, I haven't seen my gparents in a while now. It's comforting to have your annual dose, even with all the stress that's included in the family fun package.
I used today to do some really crucial research and check-up on my whole college situation. I have to start applying for scholarships, that's how I'm going to base where I'm going when. I have to pay for college myself, which i think is the best and worst experience i'll ever have in my life. I'll make it happen.
Philip and Lauren should be coming up on Friday, that'll be really cool. I want to see some people i know! That should make the week seem not so bad. Ean and I made a film yesterday, it's great, if i knew where the software was for the digital camera i would put a link up here. It's prolly piled under the mountain of shit lying downstairs (which by the way is disappearing gradually). Anyways, it has a decent story line and excellent acting if i do say so myself.
I refed my first games of the season saturday, thank god my last game was canceled cause i was really tired. I could've used the extra money though cause i asked off next weekend.
Happy Easter Everyone:)
It felt really weird today, I think it's the first time i've been home for Easter in about...at least 6 yrs?? I'm usually in NC, I kinda wish we had the usual family thing, I haven't seen my gparents in a while now. It's comforting to have your annual dose, even with all the stress that's included in the family fun package.
I used today to do some really crucial research and check-up on my whole college situation. I have to start applying for scholarships, that's how I'm going to base where I'm going when. I have to pay for college myself, which i think is the best and worst experience i'll ever have in my life. I'll make it happen.
Philip and Lauren should be coming up on Friday, that'll be really cool. I want to see some people i know! That should make the week seem not so bad. Ean and I made a film yesterday, it's great, if i knew where the software was for the digital camera i would put a link up here. It's prolly piled under the mountain of shit lying downstairs (which by the way is disappearing gradually). Anyways, it has a decent story line and excellent acting if i do say so myself.
I refed my first games of the season saturday, thank god my last game was canceled cause i was really tired. I could've used the extra money though cause i asked off next weekend.
Happy Easter Everyone:)