That's fine then.

[versify]

It doesn't take much...an effort at all would be nice but if it doesn't mean that much to you then fine. That's fine and you just made this all clear to me. It never meant anything did it? I was used, wasn't I? Well it hurt, especially that last time, that's why we're here, but if you don't want to come to me because you don't know what it was or because you don't want to deal with it and fess up then that's fine then. I wouldn't still be mad if instead of calling her you had called me and asked me, but you didn't, even when she told you that you should. I'm not playing anymore, i keep loosing, and my loss is too great compared to the price it is to suck it up and try again. You wanna know what's wrong but don't want to work for it? FINE. I'm insulted...you sat there and compalined to me about her about being valued different than what you thought...about being used...YOU complained to ME about it, not her i'm not mad about her...fuck i told you that night...and it didn't hurt me...not until IBAR...you hadn't called or tried to talk to me and i would have but i knew you were calling them...what sucked...is after that night, formal...i didn't get anything as a friend, no thank you, no i really needed this, no you're right i do love her and i will continue to talk to her and thank god you stayed with me that night and talked me out of my DEPRESSION AND RAGE...no instead you kissed me on the cheek as you passed me by to go find her...and dance with her...that's why i'm mad. What do i mean to you? if i'm not worth coming to me to find out the problem then what was i ever...I valued you higher than you ever valued me, and for a while i fooled myself in to knowing that and being perfectly okay with it, until IBAR...there were two originals there that night, me and him, and thank god because i need to dance with him.
BALLS IN YOUR COURT...i'm not mad, i'm just tired of fighting for something i lost sight of. This may hurt...fuck it...a true friend will stab you ...but you'll see it...i'm not saying i'm right but if there's noone to tell me i'm wrong...what am i to think other than it was apparent i was right.

I hope you are doing good at the job. And i hope i see you there thursday...and i hope this settles before then.