May 12, 2005 00:57
shocking i know....
i had a weird night, i needed to talk to someone, i no sooner write in my paper journal all these things of needing someone to talk to and having noone, than a friend of mine calls me needing someone to talk to. I listend and calmed them down. this person was worried and sorry for calling me, but see i need to give advice, its what i do, i'm the friend, i like that role...i know its a two way street but i don't like getting advice i like giving it...i love being that person, it makes me feel good. that is what i needed tonight, and for a while. I have all these friends with issues and they didn't need me, they did but i wasn't the one they needed...tonight i was needed it was nice and we helped each other, sounds like friends to me.... and autumn pissed me off...i'm fucking important. DO NOT IGNORE ME OR BELITTLE ME. You don't know me or have any room to judge back off soccer mom.
i'm actually fine with being alone right now.
i didn't do theta pins, god damnit