that's just me.
Does true love even exist anymore? I mean, does anybody ever have love stories like they used to? Or is it just practical? or sexual? or something like that.
I guess movies and TV have been tainting my thoughts with fantasies about wonderful, everlasting love, and these days, you just have to wonder if that even exists. everything is about sex and everyone is always looking for something better and is unwilling to compromise themselves for anyone else. Divorces, cheating, twisted relationships.
The world is so cynical and machiavellian now that it makes the idea of REAL love seem like a joke. Which, on most days, is cool. i can deal. but sometimes, it just seems sad. why can't things be pure and true? i know that had to exist at some point. i'm not saying everyone had real love, but someone must have.
I've just been obsessed with it lately. I want someone to love me, and to care about me, and to look forward to seeing me (and vice versa). Without that, the world seems so cold. everyday is a battle and there is no comfort at the end of the day except for your pillow (or your favorite tv show). i'm not trying to get all melodramatic or anything, but i'm just being honest. that's how it seems. it's lonely these days. Call me a sap, but i just wanna fall in love. without thinking about the politics of it.
I guess movies and TV have been tainting my thoughts with fantasies about wonderful, everlasting love, and these days, you just have to wonder if that even exists. everything is about sex and everyone is always looking for something better and is unwilling to compromise themselves for anyone else. Divorces, cheating, twisted relationships.
The world is so cynical and machiavellian now that it makes the idea of REAL love seem like a joke. Which, on most days, is cool. i can deal. but sometimes, it just seems sad. why can't things be pure and true? i know that had to exist at some point. i'm not saying everyone had real love, but someone must have.
I've just been obsessed with it lately. I want someone to love me, and to care about me, and to look forward to seeing me (and vice versa). Without that, the world seems so cold. everyday is a battle and there is no comfort at the end of the day except for your pillow (or your favorite tv show). i'm not trying to get all melodramatic or anything, but i'm just being honest. that's how it seems. it's lonely these days. Call me a sap, but i just wanna fall in love. without thinking about the politics of it.